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Restless Reverie

In the realm of my mind, your presence invades,
Causing sleepless nights with your piercing tirades.

Your words, like daggers, strike with cruel might,
Echoing in my thoughts, relentless through the night.

Your outlook on life, a source of distress,
Leaves me restless, yearning for solace and redress.

While you slumber peacefully, free from my pain,
I'm left tormented, trapped in a sleepless domain.

The notion of error, haunting my dreams,
Leaves me pondering, lost in endless streams.

My emotions, crushed beneath the weight of your gaze,
Spawn restless nights, a maze of disarray.

Bound by duty and responsibility's call,
I toss and turn, unable to find peace at all.

You fail to comprehend the depths of my plight,
Leaving me adrift, trapped in sleepless nights.

Another day dawns, where I'm merely a machine,
Caught in the cycle, where rest remains unseen.

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  1. msahira@gmail.com14 August 2018 at 18:08:00 GMT+5:30

    Impressive, words are pouring out effortlessly. While reading this poem, I could feel a connection because its the life that we have adapted...very routine...very much like a machine..... Although it fills me with emotions however I find a new n fresh life ahead.... Thank u for inspiring n strengthening my inner self.....Amaze us....

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  2. Vaishnavi thatiparthi19 August 2018 at 13:58:00 GMT+5:30

    Very nice. ....it shows emotional conection .

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